Aikz ....
Can't even returns my mood into normal ~
Still very frustrated ~
Is it too hard to let loose ?
Argh !!!!!
Can someone help me ?
Wanting to forget but unable to success !
Why this would happen ?
Always tell myself to forget it ~
But it's really unforgettable 
Is there any extrication method ?
Really can't concentrate on my study ~
Although my moral test is coming on tomorrow ~
Please la ! Lee Xian Hua !
You should has forgotten all !
Haiz ~ 
Too bad ~ I unable to did so ~
Hope will be better tomorrow ~

I'm not in mood today :(
Somemore met some coincidence that very familiar ~
We have been acquainted with one another that long time 
But you guys didn't ask me why i special-purpose CLy ~
Today then only ask for that ?
It's pretty weird ~
Is that seems very coincidentally ?
I really can't imagine ~
Fine ~ You guys keep ask for that.
Now i tell u guys 

C - Christ 
L - Love 
Y - Yee

It's a past event ~
We know one another already 3 years time ~
It's abit ambiguous between our relationship
 This relationship is really unforgettable ~
We started our love journey like fairy tale ~
It's really unbelieveable ~
But it's truth !
The scenery of after the rain rainbow started 
OUR journey ~
The days that we go through 
Full of happiness and your delightful smiling face ~
It's really charmful !
Me and you thought this can ever lasting 
But because of certain reasons ~
You have to leave Malaysia 
And migrated to Australia to start your new life ~
That time was like knife punctures pain ~
But we come across many joyful past 
It's already worth of all 
I have no regrets to be with you
 I'll live substantially although you are not around my sight !
I'll not forget what we have did before ~

Lim Zi Hao !
 I really have the impulse to whack you sometimes !
What you said just now is really excessively !
Please mind your word when you say something - - 
Sorry if i say something that hurt you guys 
I was really lost temper just now ~

Many people say 
Why you won't unhappy 
Why you won't get mad or angry easily 
Why you treat people so nice 
Why you always have friends besides
Why you can be so optimistic
Why you ...

I was curious sometimes 
Why they ask so ?
Once a time I'll also ask myself 
Why I'll be like that
It's really without any reasons
I used to be like that 
That's my personality

But you treat people nice 
Doesn't mean they will be sincere to you 
They might using you
How miserable !?
My father told me 
You cannot wholeheartedly to people
Once the days come 
They'll not appreciate what you have done to them !
They'll say it's none of your business ! Why you bother !?
They might ignored you when you are in difficult !
They might betray you when they came into trouble !
This is what we called humanity !

It's true!
Don't be so idiotic 
It's not neccesary that they MUST help you !
Those close friend might be your enemy one day
Don't so easily to believe what they have said 
Treat people nicely is not a must ~
But if they are really sincere to you 
They will not care about how you treat them ...
Do what you can do 
Don't crossed the limit ~! 
Agree ?

Thanks for those who comfort me before 
Really sincere to me 
And those who always be my side !
I'll not forget how you guys treat me !

Aikz ~ 
It's too bad to get my ECO test result @_@
It's really SUX !
But i felt very ...
Uhmm, don't know how to say ~
Just like usual ~
Keep laughing ~ joking ~ 
Everthing is gonna same like normal 
Not very happy but also no SAD at all~!
Don't know i'm thinking also !
Quite curious if my result getting bad and even more worst ...
What will happen to me ?
Since our lecturer says 
 The grade of INTI will be higher then before 
Am i going to face the failure of this course?
It's too difficult to imagines what would happen ...
It's gonna be a joke for me if my result getting worse - -
But i'm not going to be pessimistic
Might be a "opportunity" for me to struggles diligently.
Hope i can change the bad custom ...

People used to compete with one another 
But the most important is not others to your view 
Is how do you appraise yourself ...
It's what an expert says !
It's quite true !
No matter how best they are
You just be yourself, look at what have you done ...
Crossed your own is good enough !



>.<

Here is some picture of Sunday's hang out ~

5 Big Big Glass of Fruit Juice mix xD

Ice cream French Toast

 French Toast

After Finish xD

WhoOps ~! 
What a happy day xD
Today wants to post something different !
The day before this
Kang Quan and Wooi Seah asked me hang out for about 4 ~ 6 hours 
But i didn't reply them because my phone was at somewhere else 
So i can't answer your call ya xD 
Actually not hang out also lar = =
They just want to DotA at NZ
Ask me to be the driver :( 
Abit ... Uhmm ...
Doesn't know what to say 
But i also appreciate their invitation la ~ Of cuz ~
At around 8.40 pm
I set out from my house to Kang Quan's house to fetch them 
We was waiting our DAI LOU to make up 
Was about 15 minutes >_<
After a few while, we arrived NZ 
We played for 2 games and decide to go eat !
It's abit ridiculous and drive me crazy ~
5 of us order a huge glass of mixed fruit juice !
The name of it was very funny xD
All the name are Football Team Name
Arsenal, Manchester United, Inter Milan and etc ..
Besides the drinks, we also order some toast 
We are laughing all the midst in our chating ~
It's really faint - - 
When we order felt very song 
can finish or not is another story
It's really a big joke for me to finish the fruit juice ...
No no no ~ It's "SuperB Fruit Juice" 
I swear i won't order again = =
It's abit ridiculous but was a happy day xD
Hope this can ever lasting ~

Just awoke from my dream ~
Not to say sweet but ok ok lar ~
At least got some memories flash in my mind ~

It's time to post blog xD
Always hear those "Elders" say :
"Must do what you need to do instead of what you want to do!"
I felt very innocence 
Why they keep saying so ?
Now i got what they meant !
If we build up our foundations
It can help us alot in future
It's true !
I used to practice it right now 
But, really tough to do so ~
As for me, i should have studies studiously!
Failure is an accident which can only be occur ~
Aikz ~ Is there a man possible to assist me ?

I used to think about my future path to go 
It's impossible to achieves the desire 
If i didn't apply on what those "Elders" says
So, we should have make used of what those "Elders" say ~
Not to ignore or violating it !


Love wasn't finding someone to live with 
but finding someone that you can't live without 
This is the essence of loving someone
It's not hard to know 
But hard to apply on it 
Drops to let loose possesses each other to be more free
Drops to sacrifice all 
Terminus drops may not that easy to be found
Drops to expect what you are happy all to have 
All this might just happen in a short while ~
This is what i meant "LOVE"
Agree ?


My sky was grey
My heart was blue
But yours was just like empty
You doesn't know what i'm thinking ~

I can't do anything 
But you can done everything
My things going toughly
But yours were smooth ever 
My woeful can be your pride ~

I felt that i'm innocence
But this innocence can be brilliant ;
If you are still be with me 
But i know these will not be notoriety 
Doesn't want to pretend not to want frailly to love spiritlessly ~

I'm burst into tears when you went to him 
At this moment, you make me sadder but wiser
The world sad role had also been many my
You are such a intimate stranger
But I'll always the guardian angel for you 
If i'm needed ~

Only blames us to love that turbulently
Therefore the dream awoke has reached
A deadlock has silenced wave the hand finished the god 
If initially met when the junction could bear the excited soul
Perhaps tonight i can't let the perish in missing ~