Miss is just miss.

U and I

I'm getting more liking towards you !

I'm very sure of what i think.

I enjoying the time of thinking you.

I enjoying the period of waiting your lovely message.

I enjoying the moment be with you.

I hearts you for real NO Fake !

I start my day with joy.

Ended my day with dreams.

The period when i'm busy.

I think of you.

Miss your smile.

Miss your innocent face.

Miss your trademark-ed words.

How joyful the moment i missing you.

I smile when i saw your message.

I do really happy when you said you miss me.

If it's wrong to love you.

My heart won't let me be right.

From the day i met you.

From the moment i talk to you.

From the period i be with you.

Was the happiest day ever !

I can smile all the way back home.

Everywhere, Any time, every single moment !

I really wish the distance between us is just a door open.

I can see you all the while.

Know what you doing.

See what you tasking.

If i could rearrange the alphabet, i would put "U" and "I" together.

I miss you ~

1:39 AM | Category: | 0 comments

Just a simple one. Take it easy xD

Recently many things had changed.

My usual habit.

My usual schedule.

My usual activities.

All had changed.

Lately ...

I like to daydreaming

I like to think this and that.

I like to imagine what if/would/etc.

I recall back 4 years before.

The feelings is coming back to me.

I hope everyday got classes.

I hope everyday can see you.

I hope everyday could travel to your place.

Waiting your message become my new partiality.

Although the time waiting was long.

I still want to.

I willing to.

I really do.

I hate myself sometimes.

Why am i so obsessed to do something.

Doing things irrationally.

My mum did ask:" Why my bao bei son so moody recently?"

Guess what?

Don't know how to answer her.

I just say:" Hmmphz, nth la ~ Maybe recently my assignment too much ba ~"

Some said i no more the one i used to be.

Is that so?

It could be, but i dun wan to change.

I really hope that i can transform back to my own.

No more moody !

No more upset !

No more worries for my parents and fellow friends !

Apologize to all of you.

I'll get back to my own self !

Cheer up !

Thanks "you"

1:41 PM | Category: | 0 comments

"Something"

Awful things happened.

I really get into "something"

Nothing special for others but it meant alot to me.

After that moment i knew the answer.

The feelings drive me blank and felt fretful.

All i can do is just nod my head and say okay okay okay.

Maybe is really too hasty.

Guess what?

I drive alone all night long.

I never back home.

I wandering at my taman.

Don't feel like going back home.

Feel like finding someone to talk with.

Unfortunately, it's late.

No one could be there for me.

Sit in my car.

Recall back what you have said.

That time.

I not really understand actually.

Yes or no?

Is still a maze.

The answer you gave i should have expected.

Too bad.

I just want to try.

Never thought it was really the answer.

Luckily you never ignore me.

Is still a good sign.

I can let go.

I can forgive.

I can move on.

But i can't stop thinking of you.

Take it easy yeah =)

11:15 PM | Category: | 0 comments

My say.

Just barely heard my mum say.

Those who take joy at your sorrow, are jerks.
Those who take joy at your joy, are friends.
Those who take sorrow at your sorrow, are those that you should keep into your heart.

Guess what i reply ?

Maybe the one who take joy at your sorrow just want to fool you up.

Maybe the one who take joy at your joy just want to get close to you with motives.

Maybe the one who take sorrow at your sorrow just want to get your sympathy.

But yes, it really do exist in this world !

As i go through this before.

Hmmphz ...

Despite those bad memories, i do have joy with my recent days.

The one i care about.

The one i miss the most.

The one i having in my heart.

Its true with the feelings as i thought.

Yeah, It's really true.

Don't know why.

But then, like someone doesn't need a reason isn't it ?

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much

That you just want to pick them from dreams and hug them for real !

I do have such feelings.

But, we're far apart.

Far isn't the reason for me.

If there are 1000 steps between us, you only need to take the 1st step.
Then I will take the remaining 999 steps toward you.

Hope that you'll be just wait for me until i reach the 999th steps.

Stand in front of you and say: " I Like You."

9:00 PM | Category: | 0 comments

Sick again ~

Finally ~

I'm sick again - -

Damn weather ~

But i couldn't blame it.

I didn't get myself bottles of water to be taken.

It's really suffering ~

Aiks ...

Hope will be recover as soon as possible.

1:25 AM | Category: | 0 comments

Get your meaning =)

Nothing is impossible.

I merely get what you mean =)

YeaH ! I do get what you mean xD

Just back from tasks delegated by dad.

Everything goes smoothly.

Ate Domino's as my tea time.

Who0ps ...

Suddenly, heard something from outside.

Its raining.

Not really like the feeling of it.

Hahaha ...

Tomorrow going to our mid term test.

Best of all kay ?

Hmmmphz ...

Still slacking, doing nothing.

Oh yea ...

I need a rest.

Take a nap =)

Do get our best effort on it =)

5:26 PM | Category: | 0 comments

Useless

Wondering what were you doing now?

Wondering what were you busy just now?

I guess everything is gonna be fun ;

Even though i'm far away from you.

I'm so want to be around your sight.

I was day dreaming all the day.

I was thinking what if you know i like you.

I don't dare to confess.

Not even a word.

I scare the answer is not what i wanted.

Lovelorn isn't hurt that badly.

But being reject is really killing me.

I can just wait for a better chance.

Aiks ... I'm so useless.

1:00 AM | Category: | 1 comments

Someone ...

Love is quite a miracle thing.

Don't you agree ?

Sometimes, You never thought of step in one's inner world.

Sometimes, You will purposely fool around to capture her attention.

Sometimes, You could do her a favor without any pay back.

Sometimes, You would suddenly think of her action related to you.

Sometimes, You may miss someone truly, madly, lovely.

Is this all occur just because of someone exist or appear in your life ?

Does she really playing an important role in your life ?

Will she concern about you when you're moody ?

Could she able to cheer you up ?

Would she tells everything to you sincerely ?

Its just a mist for me to figure it out.

Maybe it does take me a long time.

Maybe it does drag me for short period.

But, it doesn't matter.

Time could dilute everything.

Include those bad memories.

If you ask :" What thing do you want from me? "

I would say :" Everything that you possess inside your fragile heart. "

If you ask :" What answer shall i give you? "

I would say :" Answer that just for me. "

If you ask :" Why are you like me? "

I would say :" Like you because i like you. As simple as that. "

Maybe Some would say :" This guy was crazy!"

Some would say :" Its too ridiculous !"

Some would say :" Wake up! Boy~"

Those words i'd heard more then millions times.

But it still happen to me.

Been long time never got such feelings.

3:06 AM | Category: | 6 comments

Different day

Recently many things had happened.

No people want it and no people awake the problem exist.

Many of people was treasure their own time of being together.

Some of the people might be just made a wrong decision.

And made those friends around unhappy.

We're all seeking for approach to get ourselves happy.

Probably, we're doing the same thing but different way.

Yearning to backing-out everything is imposibble.

Wish to have a nice days in coming.

Relationship maybe just a invisible nexus;

Connected without wire or thread.

Just miracle amaze our point of view.

Cheerful nor grieved will be nth as we did have a clear conscience.

Words sometimes might mean nothing as you never reverie.

Silence is sometimes the best answer as Wei Lin have said.

Maybe keep silence, the problem will not exist.

Misconception can damage our relationship.

The day after storm and rain was just nice.

But the period before will spoilt everything.

Everything due to time.

Once the time wrong, everything will be the different day.

Thanks for everything you guys had gave me previous time.

Hope everything back to the past.

Anyways, i'm still me.

Nothing change.

All of all, i would like to apologize if i really did a miss to anyone of you.

Guys, get our studies reach the consummation.

3 years time is not short yet not long.

Times will dilute all.

Again, thanks for all.

10:45 PM | Category: | 4 comments

Upset - -

OMG - -

Pretty upset recently =(

Many things to do but i have never start one - -

Many things to think but i never concern - -

Many lectures to attend but i never pay attention - -

After started my degree was really spent alot - -

Especially for books - -

Just photocopy already cost me almost 100 bucks excluding 2 more books - -

Omg ~ Spend money like drink water = =

Erks ... Buddies, is there any more books to buy ?

Awww ...

What a tiring day - -

Plenty of assignment to be pass

1 presentation to be perform

But i have never start

Thought today will discuss what to do - -

Hell knows - - Only decide the title - -

Never do research or anything - -

LOLx ~

11:24 PM | Category: | 0 comments

Lamia

Do not all charms fly

At the mere touch of cold philosophy?

There was an awful rainbow once in heaven:

We know her woof, her texture; she is given

In the dull catalogue of common things.

Philosophy will clip an Angel's wings,

Conquer all mysteries by rule and line,

Empty the haunted air, and gnomed mine –

Unweave a rainbow

9:15 PM | Category: | 0 comments

Excited !

Kinda excited right now =)

Can't stop of thinking about some branded car =)

Awesome man xD

Damn cool xD

Just heard from my dad of buying another to replace Ferrari ~

Lolz ... Muahahaha ~

But i not even drive the Ferrari yet - -

Already wanna say bu bye to it - -

Aikz ~ Too bad >_<

Who0ps xD

Hope will get good news from dad soon xD

9:15 PM | Category: | 0 comments

CUTE xD

Who0ps ~

Finally got my Cute Test slip xD

Curtin University Test of English ~

Haiz ~ Unfortunately, only got Band B ~

The marks allocate damn weird - -

There are total 9 band for the result

Band 1 to Band 9 ~

Got 3 sections

Listening part

I got only Band 5.5 - - Which was my weakest part

Reading part

I got Band 7.5 Quite ok i guess - -

Writing part

I got Band 8.5 which really awesome for me xD

But end up with a Band B just because of my listening part - -

0.5 marks really do makes lots of differents - -

Can't even got a Band A - -

Sad ~ But let it be - -

Pass already very happy ~

As long as i pass it !

Cheers ~ !

3:24 PM | Category: | 0 comments

Headache

One step towards my degree's life ~

I'm really excited now xD

Excited til ~ can't sleep - -

Insomnia again - -

Damn it ~

Almost every night i suffer from this illness - -

Think everything on the bed

Damn it - -

I should have take some sleeping pills - -

Unluckily - -

My home doesn't have ~

Cuz my mum embar this kind of medicine - -

Ish ~ It's really suffering painfully ~

Oh My Gosh ~

What shall i do ?

That's why i'm here to post blog - -

Aikz ~

10:51 PM | Category: | 0 comments

Random Tractate of mine.

I'm a guy who born to this world at 1990 December 31 ~

Just a ordinary boy which loves to play game ~

Hate the feelings of being isolate.

Loves to dream. Loves to chat.

Always insomnia. Always sleep not well.

Persistent in some things. Hate those sham and arrogant pupil.

Loves movies and songs indeed.

Loves the feelings of the day after rain. Hate rainy day or sunny day.

Likes to travel around. Loves to taste all delicious items.

Likes adventure and take risks. A bit dumb dumb but not stupid.

Hate nerds, jerks, and morons. Hate backstabber, liar, and people who forsake me.

Loves pillow talks with some trusted friends.

Really like the feelings of freedom, no matter in financial or time. I like both.

Not a lovely person but love my beloved one for sure.

Still single. Wish will happen exactly like what exist in fairy tale.

Even though i doubt uncertainty.

Likes English but poor on it. Hate Mandarin but i used to talk.

Wish to know different country's language but time is not waiting.

Wish to learn musical instruments especially piano and guitar but idle.

My defects is far outweigh my virtues. Hope all things will be inclusive.

Nothing special about me but amiable was my characteristic with doubtless.

Loves everyone who're lovely.

I believe i could out of difficulties and make miracles.

I'll keep going on what i decide with no doubt.

It's all the truth of mine.

I won't explain if you guys doubt.

Even though i explain, you guys won't hear.

Same things goes to who believe.

Just a random tractate of my personalities.

Hope you guys will like.

4:30 AM | Category: | 2 comments